I found a new love!
Unexpected, but true.
You see, it often feels there are two ‘me’s. There is the me that is thinking, contemplating, reviewing. And there is the me that just is.
Feelings happen, and these two me’s have a very different way of handling them.
Thinking me uses the feelings as cues for fear, worry, action. The being me knows to stay with the feeling, and meaning might be a result. And action might or might not be needed.
I’ve known for a while that the ‘being me’ is much closer to my core, my soul.
So I have decided it’s time to get out of my way. It is time to love that me completely, setting it center stage.
And it made me burst into this song, out loud, while walking in the forest:
“Only want to be the wind that lifts you high above the ground
Living only to unleash the sacred powers that we’ve found
Only want to breathe your essence, be your comfort, fill with laughter
Every moment that we live from this day on, forever after
I’ll steal your heart and set it free
So free, I’m sure it will astound you
Without my love you’ll never be
In a way, I’ll always find you”
What a beautiful thought, to be the one to set myself free 🙂
And I can just do that.
It reminds me of the Self-marriage, that Dominique Youkhehpaz facilitates. A beautiful ritual to dedicate your life to loving yourself. Just imagine putting as much attention and love towards the relationship with yourself, as you do in the relationship with your significant other.
There is room for me to grow here, this new love is so ready to start blossoming.